… and now when I think of it, it seems like it has been around for quite some time now. I just chose not to notice it. Wearing my fake smile, convincing everyone that life is fabulous, it seems like no one can read through my happy face… Acting like time is of no importance to me, enjoying the experiences of life, I found myself stuck in a magical circle, surrounded by different people but still... they are all the same. When do I get to meet someone who is not afraid to tell me the truth to my face. Simple as that. To poor his feelings on me like sudden summer rain. Yes, exactly like that. Out of nowhere but still refreshing.
Couldn’t help my self not to wonder: Is today the day I finally give up? Or will I take the last deep breath and give it one last go? Can we make it simpler? Can I not care so much? Can someone give me any answer? Ever? Or am I doomed on suffering from too much; I try too much, I wait too much, I like you too much… everything is too much!!!
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